Psalm 19

This morning I was up at 5 am to go to my discipleship meeting. This has been such a life-giving time for me. I get to meet with two ladies who have committed themselves to walking through a year together, sharing life and the Word.

As I got out of my car, it was "O-dark thirty," the stars were magnificent! Truly...

"The heavens declare the glory of God; 

the skies proclaim the work of his hands."

Psalm 19:1

Sketching by the Sea

Today was a half-day for Hannah and Grace. I have been trying to get the girls outside on Tuesday afternoons to get some exercise and enjoy the beautiful fall weather. We have gone hiking/running at Ravenswood; Biking/running at the O'Maley track; and today we went hiking/sketching at Halibut Point State Park. It was a gorgeous day!

The waves were crashing on the rocks. I had brought each of us a notebook in case the girls wanted to sit and draw. Two of them LOVED doing this! The third one was much more interested in wading through(and slipping into) the tide pools.

Elizabeth did sit for a little while and then she was off exploring.

Elizabeth's thoughts are summed up perfectly here.

Grace was focused on the different colors and shading in the sky, sea and on the rocks in front of us. 

Hannah was our detail person.

I was amazed by the many things that captured our senses.

My day in 25 words

Rain, pouring torrents

Kids loving Narnia, Silver Chair

Alone hours

Discipleship Thoughts

Mindless reading

"Play a story"

Crockpot Fajitas

Apple Pie

Baths

Reading snuggles

Quiet

Just Write...

I have been neglecting this blog for over a year now. I like to write, but I just haven't sat down and made time for it. Perhaps I will try again. My goal will be to "just write." So I went back into my last batch of downloaded pictures and picked two. These are the two I picked.

Elizabeth and Hannah taking a spill off their boogie boards.

Grace's "watch me mommy" as she dove completely under the water.

What do these pictures capture for me? These pictures capture some of the joys of summer and the growth of my little girls. We really are "growing by the sea."

After seeing some great pictures of our friends using their boogie boards, I decided that this might be something our girls would enjoy. Typically I have avoided GHB because of the crowds and the potential nightmare of keeping eye on all three of them by myself. However, we found a great time to go (late afternoon) where the crowds are less and the waves are fun.

The first time we went I had to get the girls into position on their boards to catch a wave. By the end of the summer they knew what to do and could ride the waves all the way in. Earlier in the summer, Grace was very nervous about the waves and being tossed under. By the end of the summer, she was jumping over and diving under herself. I loved watching them gain confidence in the water and (when I had another adult around) going out deeper with Hannah to ride and jump the waves together.

It has been a great summer.

Questions with Grace, age 6

1. What is your favorite color? Light colors (pink)
2. What is your favorite toy? Legos
3. What is your favorite fruit? Watermelon
4. What is your favorite tv show? Miles from Tomorrowland
5. What is your favorite thing to eat for lunch? Peanut butter sandwiches
6. What is your favorite outfit? Purple dress
7. What is your favorite game? Monopoly Junior
8. What is your favorite snack? Goldfish
9. What is your favorite animal? Elephant

 
10. What is your favorite song? Jingle Bells
11. What is your favorite book? science books
12. Who is your best friend?  Joe Binns
13. What is your favorite cereal? Honeycombs
14. What is your favorite thing to do outside? Jump rope
15. What is your favorite drink? lemonade
16. What is your favorite holiday? Trick or Treating
17. What do you like to take to bed with you at night?  Sackie, Blue dog flashlight
18. What is your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Poppi's oatmeal
19. What do you want for dinner on your birthday? Pizza, corn (off the cob), watermelon, carrots with hummus, cake and strawberry ice cream
20. What do you want to be when you grow up? Ballerina Teacher
21. What was your favorite thing about being 5? Playing with my friends at co-op

 
22. What are you looking forward to about being 6? Going to school  

Happy Birthday, Grace!

You have found your confidence and are ready to start Kindergarten next week. You love schedules and knowing what is next. Two teeth have fallen out already. You make friends easily and that is what you are looking forward to doing in school. Your sisters are some of your best playmates. You love daddy's made-up stories about "Fruityville." Board games are a favorite past-time. Numbers make sense to you and you are looking forward to learning how to read. 

We love you!

Questions with Elizabeth, age 4

Interview with Elizabeth:

1. What is your favorite color? purple
2. What is your favorite toy? Rock star guitar
3. What is your favorite fruit? Watermelon
4. What is your favorite tv show? Peppa Pig
5. What is your favorite thing to eat for lunch? Peanut Butter and Jelly
6. What is your favorite outfit? Purple dress
7. What is your favorite game? Uno
8. What is your favorite snack? Raisins
9. What is your favorite animal? Zebra
10. What is your favorite song? Jesus Loves Me

 
11. What is your favorite book? Sophia
12. Who is your best friend? Karis13. What is your favorite cereal? Blue kind
14. What is your favorite thing to do outside? Play tag
15. What is your favorite drink? Chocolate milk
16. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas 
17. What do you like to take to bed with you at night? teddy bear, Elsa, sackie, Sophia, lots of anmalals

 
18. What is your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? Baked Oatmeal
19. What do you want for dinner on your birthday? potato bar, donuts
20. What do you want to be when you grow up? Fire hydrant... (fighter)
21. What was your favorite thing about being 3? playing with my sisters
22. What are you looking forward to about being 4? watch something, going to nursery school

Happy Birthday to... Baba, Lizzle, Liz Biz, Biz Boz, Lizzie, Betty, Musk Ox, Crazy Uncle, ...

Elizabeth Anne Olson

We love you!

Saying No

My life is not what I would like it to be right now, but I'm not even really sure what I would like. All I know is that I am not happy with the grumpy, short-tempered woman I find living in this house and wearing my clothes. Actually, she is squeezing into my clothes that not that long ago seemed to fit a little better.

So what is driving me these days? What is causing this overwhelmed woman to put her head down and keep pushing when she simply would like to enjoy the life she has been given?

Well, here is what occupies my time...

• Packing lunches, making breakfasts, making supper
• Groceries
• Co-op: either dropping off/picking up or teaching
• Chauffeuring to speech class (2x week)
• Volunteering in Hannah's classroom
• Shelving books at the school library
• PTO mtgs (1x month, + wrestling with the guilt of not signing up for more, especially after hearing how much everyone else is doing for the school)
• Wednesday Night supper with the kids at church (so parents can participate in home groups or alpha
• Leadership meetings (1x month)
• Weekly staff meetings
• Youth group on Friday nights (3x month)
• Putting together curriculum for Jr. Kingdom Kids
• Teaching Kingdom Kids (3 months+ a year)
• Leading Mentoring program
• Book Club (1 every 6 weeks)
• Laundry
• Organizing/Cleaning/Picking up the house
• Garden*
• Hosting friends of the kids and us*
• Connecting with friends*
• Weekly Bible Study with daily lesson work
• Children's stories
• Advent and Lent services
• Home group organization
• Figuring out a system of discipleship for the church
• Stressing about Christmas gifts
• Reading
• Being on the computer WAY more than is good for me
• Staying up TOO late being on the computer WAY more than is good for me

*Not as much as I would like.

On top of what I am doing, I carry the shoulds around... I should have more quality time with Daryl. I should be in touch with my family more (sorry mom and dad, Jon and Mo, mom and dad Olson, Heidi and Nell).  I should pray more. I should exercise more. I should eat healthier. I should feed my family better. I should avoid buying products produced by enslaving other people around the world. I should have a better heart for missions. I should I should I should.

Yeah, I know, no wonder crazy, angry person is taking over my life.

What would saying "no" look like in my life? I read a blog post tonight over at Ungrind.org that got me thinking a bit. Could my life possibly change? Could the real Dana return and be able to wear the clothes in her closet? Interesting questions to consider...

• Is this something I want to do?
• How will this impact my family?
• Are the expectations of others making me feel like I should do something even when I don’t want to?
• Have I prayed about whether it’s something God wants me to invest in?
• If I say “yes”” to this activity, will I be saying “no” to something else of importance?

 http://ungrind.org/2014/art-saying-no/

I'm not even sure these are the best questions. I want to say the fourth question should be the first question, but I am not sure that I know what it means to hear a "yes" or "no" from God. OR perhaps I'm afraid of what it might be.

To Be Continued...